:( Hye! How's your day? Don ask me. I had such an annoying day today. *middle fingers in the air* Actually,this morning I feel it's sucha good day and suddenly my day had be ruined by own babe.

I have a crush in tuition and my babe doesn't know that. So,after maths class,Sir gives us a 5 minutes break,and my babe started to look at me and say "I want to tell you something.But,not now,I will text you later." Then,I respond "Tell me now,la!" I thought it's gonna be a happy news ever and I feel so excited to hear. She smiles and giggles at me and she said "I couples with *******" (the * thing is my crush) She tell me the story how he proposed her and how romantic he is on the phone. Then,I closed my ears and eyes and she started look at me AND CONTINUE TALKING. A little tears started to form but I hold it back because Imma Strong Girl. So,I tried to acts normal although I can't. It's such a shocking news for me and my heart started to beat faster than usual. Then,she looks at me and asked "I feel guilty after I tell you about it because I remembered you said that you have a crush and it's MAYBE him." I look at her and answered "Nolah.It's not him."

I tried to make it not obvious but actually I'm not good in acting. I started to be a quiet person and tried to focus what Sir is trying to say. I started to feel bad that day and I feel depressed. :'( But,atleast,she makes an effort to tell me rite? *tears* I need someone to hug me rite now.I hope their relationship will last longer. Now,I'm just trying to chill out and have some fun tonight.TeeHee! Bye <3