Yesterday,I had post 1 entry about my twitter enemy right?Yup,she said sorry to me and she said she want to fix  it all.What the?She has no right to make me together with my friends again.After she chat with me,my friend Adilla,chat with me.She always gave me encouraging words so that I close with my friends again.Syakira helped me too.Thanks to them.I really thanks them.After I chat with Adilla,suddenly,there's a pop chat from Sarah,my bestfriend that betrayed me.I started to cry when I saw her name and I read all her text what she's trying to say.

I just can't stop crying.I replied her messages while crying.My dustbin full of tissues.My keyboard was wet with tears.I just replied calmly.At the beginning,I can't accept Sarah back.My heart was dull that time.I feel like I don have any bestfriends before.I lost.I'm sure you will be sad too,if your friends betrayed you and they lie to you.Ain't right?Why I say like that?I said to them that I hate Hamizah and they said that too.They said 'A'ah aku pon tak suka Hamizah'.So,I thought they agree with me.I always try my best to make Hamizah hate me.I mean hate us.Away from us.But,all my plan had ruined by own bestfriends.They keep hangout with Hamizah.They received all presents that Hamizah gave.I just can't understand.You know the way friends should do.Laugh together.Always chat together.They did that to Hamizah.What's the point if I keep trying to make she hate us but others are trying to betrayed me.It's just wasting my energy and my time.When I think about this,I always cry.I can't forget about how they lie to me.I feel upset.I can't take it anymore.I'm weak already.I hate to think about this problem.Then,yesterday,after all my friends gave me the words of spirit.I feel  confident.I pop chat with Sarah and I said I forgive her.I forgive her because I pity them.They always chat with me and say sorry but I can't forgive them.Until yesterday,my heart feels opened to receive them back.And immediately,I said to Sarah.But,my heart will never feel calm as long as I not meet them.I want to say it face-to-face.So,the end of the story is....Sarah,Ameerah,Athirah and I are friends again.but,maybe not as close as before because they already had a new member that already replaced me that is Hamizah.But,seriously,For God Sake,I will never forgive those who had destroyed my relationship with my friends that is Hamizah.Fuck off,Bitch.I will hate you forever.Because of you,my heart hurts.Because of you,my heart hates my friend.If you does not appear in my group,this problem will never happen.I really hate you.Don ask me why I hate you.It is because you make me hate you.Thanks to all of you that had been giving such a powerful words that open my heart.I really appreaciate that.

To Sarah,Ameerah and Athirah,

I'm sorry if I always use harsh words to you all.I really love you all but after you had done this to me,I feel very upset because I don aspect that you will do this to me.I thought that you all agree with me and does not have any secret that I don know.Apparently,you have.I don care if you all want to tell me or not but please not act awkward infront of me.Don make me call you a bitch,then. I just can't accept how you all lie to me.When I said I hate Hamizah,I really hate her.Don force me to like her.If you all like her,love her,really love her,go with her.I don mind.As long as you remember my words,Hamizah and I are really different.She's rich and I'm not.She's clever and I'm not so.She's popular in school and I'm not.She love you all and I do too.So,I think she eligible to take my position.And I'm ready to get off.That's all.Think about it.But,in my opinion,you should take Hamizah to replaced me because I don think I can give what Hamizah give.Sorry to say~But,since you all closed with Hamizah at school,everyday you all would be happy right? So,I'm glad. I can't make you all happy everyday though.So,better you choose Hamizah instead of me.Ok,sayang? Don worry about me.I can find my other friend or I just be alone.Better right? Just enjoy your life with your new member ,Hamizah! I always pray to God for your happiness and  for your life with you new friend.Thanks babes for making me happy for 3 years. We will end it here. Bye! I Love You All! ♥

                                                                                                                                                     Love and hug,
                                                                                                                                                     Syazreen