I'm getting better today but my eyes still red and lump because everynight before I sleep,I will thinking about my friends.I miss my babes.My mind just thinking about them.Yesterday,my mama scold me because she saw me online,tweeting and updating my blog everyday.I'm so boring.That's why everyday I will update my blog.So,my mama scolded me like hell.Maybe because she's tired.She scold me until she said a word that hurt my feelings.I can't stand it anymore.I close my lappy and ran to the bathroom.I pushed the bathroom's door and cried as quiet as I could.I don want my mama to know that I'm crying in the bathroom.I'm so upset because my mama said to me like that.After that,I washed my face and ahead to my room.I jump on my queen bed and calm myself.I'm thinking of something that always jogging in my mind.Why all this happen to fast? My friends leave me. My mama scold me.  I started to cry again. I text my sister that studied at Kolej Matrikulasi,Perlis. I send my first text and hoping that she will reply.and,Alhamdullilah,she's not busy and she replied my sms.I feel so happy because I have someone to tell about my story.After a while,she called me.I answered the phone slowly.She started to ask me 'Why mama angry with you?'. I answered 'she's mood ot,perhaps.'. I answered her question while crying.I can't control my tears. I miss her so much. She's the only kakak I have.I'm crying and she started to cry too.I'm sure she sad about what my mama said to me.Then,I hung up the phone and I text her. I said 'Dah.Jangan nangis.Malu je kawan tengok.Een nak tidur.Een sayang akak tau.Nite.'.She replied 'Ok.Sabar je dgn mama tau.Akak sayang een jugak.Goodnight.'. That's the last word from her.I feel released after chat with my sister.I felt calm.After that,I slept comfy and pray to Allah for forgiveness and hope tomorrow would be a better day.To Mama,I'm so sorry.I promise I will study hard and do well for PMR.I will give you the best result.I will never make you embrassed of me.